Hypocritical Love

My heart is contorted,
Yet my eyes are wide,
My heart, in pain,
And my eyes, with fear.

There's an ocean of emotions,
Deep, down, in there,
Just not the right ones,
The emotions that eat me away.

They tell me that they love me,
Yet they keep dropping signs,
Signs incredibly subtle; Still,
Accompanied by loving words.

I tried to give away my love,
But when I almost did it,
I ran out of it, consumed with pain,
And now, they call me one of themselves,
A hypocrite...

-The Guy With Random Stuff